Wrestler Nikki Bella Says She Only Shared Our Bed Together Maybe 30 Days
American wrestler Nikki Bella is giving followers a glimpse into what LED to her split from her former fiancé, John Cena.
In a new video from an all-new episode of Total Bellas, taped before their breakup last month, the 34-year-old wrestler admits she was feeling “lonely.”
“What’s hard from time to time and what individuals do not realize regarding my relationship is i am alone a lot and i am alone in these massive, lovely homes, which you are like, gosh, I mean, these homes are unreal,” Bella says. “But to be honest, since we have gotten engaged, John and i have most likely shared our bed along maybe thirty days total out of, like, 6 months. Or, like, 40 days.”
Bella continues: “So hearing Brie and Lauren, JJ and Bryan all mention their family stuff and their youngsters, it makes it, like, sink during a bit additional of how lonely it’ll be and how lonely it gets.”
The photos come just one day after newsman caught up with Bella at NBC Universal’s direct presentation in New York City, where she discovered she’s holding out hope for a reconciliation with Cena.
“John is such an amazing man. He really is the love of my life,” Bella completely told the reporter. “I really hope one day that we can work it out and get back along. i think there’s hope.”
“I just need us each to live the remainder of our lives happy,” the WWE superstar continued. “Hopefully that is along, maybe it isn’t. immediately i am just focusing on me. i think I kind of lost me and currently, i need to find [myself].”
On the nowadays show Monday, Cena detailed his own heartbreak.
“It’s been incredibly reflective, which is superb, however, it’s very troublesome —- I had my heart broken out of nowhere, or for me, it was out of nowhere,” he said. “And anyone who has experienced that is aware of that it comes with a series of unhealthy feelings.”
The Blockers star continued: “I don’t desire anybody else. i love Nicole. i am really trying to support her in her trying to search out whatever it’s she desires that created this fall apart in the 1st place, and in doing, therefore, i am conjointly just trying to live. however, i do not have the other hopes, other than someday that we can work it out.”
As for not wanting kids, Cena aforesaid he is modified his mind about that too.
“I’m willing to go back on all of these things I aforesaid, and a lot of things i was holding on to just out of stubbornness — ‘I will not have kids’ —- and it took a really strong look in the mirror for me to be like, ‘Why?’ This person is my favor, and it’s one thing that is very valuable to her, and after all, we can do this……. all of that switched because i love her,” Cena admitted. “She’s my favored and i just want to create her happy….. and immediately, she’s happy.”
“For anyone who’s speculating what is going on on, I love her, i need to be along with her. i need to create her my wife. i need to be the daddy of her kids. I just need us to work,” Cena shared.